betrayed

i know out there a lot of people who give a second chances, even if all you need is one. my problem is that i need one second chance from a lot of people, from a city. it wasnt allways like this. i had some good years, but this place... this place takes his hole on anybody.

i made some mistakes, some big mistakes. they said i was a bad guy. second chances dont allways give to bad guys. i tryed to make sence of all doh'. what happen? what had gone wrong? i like to belive that those years were lived by someone else and all i did is to sit and watch how i distroy my life. it's no excuse but its my excuse... and its all i got left.

now they come after me. its not just anybody. they were my badys, they were my guys, they were my friends. but now its not enought that they got ride of me, its not enought that  i stayed out of the way, they wont be gone. but im not going anywere, not yet. not while a part of me knows that i got something else to give. they are not to happy with that idea and i've got used to not get botter to knok anymore.

[knok sound]

right on time. lately they started playing rough. they used to send messeges couples of time a week. the messege? "get the hell out". 

[...]

i know things were bad, but i didnt think that they will go this far. and if they will go this far.. they wont stop. this will allways tourn to all bad guys. i dont have time to think about it. they send miss k. here. they know that dying from the hands of miss k. its the worst way dying. and they'r right. but they also know... deep down they know that i hell no go down like this. i get one shot. i dont miss. i've done this palce a good today. nobady saw it, but i know it. i also know that it wont ever end. it only takes a matter of time till somebody else will take the balls and gets hurt.

i cant stay here. i have to leave.

the text is a personal adaptation from an independent shortmovie called "one of the good guys"

engleza e a mea, si mi.o asum :)

single portrait

dana / single colour portrait / 

couple portrait

stefana maior & bogdan rauta / black and white couple portrait

86' rasta concept

mock retro concept

what time

black and white party pictures

Party pictures from Studio Martin / sambata 17 ian 2009 / line up: Negru, Pagal, Internullo & Faster. 

trade tools : canon 400d with 18-55mm lens and  speedlite 580ex flash

street dance ballerina

ema - street dance ballerina

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canon 400d with lens 18-55mm f 3.5 / background texture and shapes from sxc.hu / edited in photoshop cs 4

the lucky devil

alexh / ianuarie 2009

photo by bogdan rauta , edited by alexh

experiementing flash light

experimenting flash light part four / unknow / ianunarie 2009

trade tools: body canon 400d & nikon 40d / lens 18-55mm f 1:3.5-5.6 / flash : 1x vivitar 285 VH trigger by cactus + 1 canon speedlite 580EX

experimenting flash light

experimenting flash light part three / alex, bogdan rauta, lorelai / ianunarie 2009

trade tools: body canon 400d & nikon 40d / lens 18-55mm f 1:3.5-5.6 / flash : 2x vivitar 285 VH trigger by cactus + 1 canon speedlite 580EX

bogdan

experimenting flash light

experimenting flash light part two / alex, ianunarie 2009

trade tools: body canon 400d / lens 18-55mm f 1:3.5-5.6 / flash : 1x vivitar 285 VH trigger by cactus from behind the glass wall

random street shots

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body :canon 400d / lens: 55 -200 f 4.6-5.6 ultrasonic II

experimenting flash light

part one / bogdan rauta, ianuarie 2009

trade tools: nikon d40 / 18-55 mm f3.5 / 2 x vivitar 285 HV with flash diffusers trigger by cactus

Sighisoara

a cat and a dog

bucuresti / decembrie 2008

bucuresti / iarna 2008

micul Paris? un vis de mult disparut

crengi